Wednesday, December 31, 2008

无因,就是爱

你之所以爱我
是因为我爱你
那么
我之所以爱你
是因为
没有因为
请相信

无爱

是永无止境的海。
在舟上遥遥摆摆,
让自己失去自我,
而感到如此无奈。
一旦掉进了海,
就是永远的伤害。
永远找不回来,
所失去的爱。
默默的等待,
是我唯一对你的爱戴。
对你来说,
我只是个无名仔。
对你的爱,
也只是一片空白。
对你而言,
“永远”只是个谎言,
只是个字眼,
一点儿都不起眼。
但对我而言,
每一字都是我的心思,
也算是我对你发的誓。
你说你爱我,
却对我冷酷无情。
你说你不爱我,
其实只是个剧情。
不相信爱情,
是你的原则。
执着于爱情,
是我的选择。
放手不是说了就算,
而是彻底地把她遗忘,
不再为他而感叹,
才是真正的放。

Monday, December 29, 2008

有情有意
为情忍让
为意体谅
不要遇事不商量
切莫猜忌要明讲
时常制造罗曼象
营造情趣不能忘
共同兴趣要培
吵架不能变平常
恶言相向不逾量
设身处地为伊想
人生不如想象长
有爱方能绵延长
因为
是讲的地方,不是讲的地方

the SINGLE year of 2008

now only i realised.. i've been single for.. 1 year ++ leh..! haiz.. sien sien sien.. anyway.. guys & girls.. i'm still single n available..! even though i m having 8 wives + darling + dear + baby + "gay gay"... so yea.. pls do gimme a call or.. pls contact the PJIC(secretary-Kong Mun Suet) if u 1 2 join our family tree..

haiz.. really whole year single d i guess.. 2 more days.. n it will b a history.. n.. i believe in these 2 days.. i wont get her also la.. so.. yea.. next year la..! i'll try 2 get her as my gf de..!!! ok.. or.. mayb offer myself 2 b her.. her.. aiya.! wtv she wants la..!

Sunday, December 28, 2008

standing alone..

without companions.. Unfrequented by people.. desolate.. Dejected by the awareness of being alone.. Producing such dejection.. feeling friendless.. forlorn..

ish.. why m i feeling all these..! WHY..! suddenly lose all my confidence.. even though i do not have much b4 this.. but still.. this feeling sucks..! i juz feel that.. wtv i did.. wtv i'm doing.. n wtv i m gonna do.. is lyk.. not important 2 anyone anymore.. i'm juz doing it by myself.. n only 4 my ownself.. thats all.. what i wished actually came true.. but.. in the WRONG way.. i tot that i'll b the "nobody" in the quote.. "nobody is perfect".. n now.. i'm a real NOBODY 2 anyone..

answering the questions from wenyuin's blog..

Question from http://www.wennieyuinx212.blogspot.com/(w.yuin's blog)
1. Can you even build a home without a house?
2. Can brats like us even sleep without a bed EVERY NIGHT?
3. Can you even know the time without a clock/a watch?
4. Can you even absorb or gain any knowledge without a book to read? (Isn't that the reason why school uses books??)
5. Without a position, will people even respect you?
6. Without medicine, will you recover from your severe illness to be healthy again?
7. Without blood, will there be life?


Answer..
1. home.. from dict., home is
a place where one lives; a residence. ok.. lets talk abt the environment.. home.. is a valued place offering happiness n security.. so yea.. we dun need a real concrete structure 2 have the "home" feeling.. a family living in poverty.. as long as the whole family is healthy.. happy.. its a real home..

2. bed?! bed is juz something 2 reduce the backache.. its nth.. if i were a girl.. i would say.. sleeping in a person i love.. will feel much better than a bed.. i believe most of u all agree with me..

3. er.. ok.. clock.. nth 2 say.. i wanted 2 say the traditional way of looking at the time.. (placing a stick upright).. its a kind of clock rite? LOL..

4. knowledge?? ok.. book is written by someone who's knowledgeable.. so.. yea.. we need someone 2 know something.. only there's a book.. so yea.. we don't need a book 2 gain knowledge..

5. position & respect.. something interesting.. if u got some positions.. lyk.. GM.. CEO.. DATO'.. n so on.. firstly.. how u obtain it?! clean way? or some dirty method?! next.. respect.. 2 me.. i respect everyone who respects me.. as simple as that.. dun u agree?! i respect a janitor who work 14 hours a day just 2 give a better life 2 her family.. but.. do u respect a BOSS.. who spend time doing work(14 hrs/day).. but not spending anytime 4 the family? they sounds lyk doing the same thing.. but.. think.! compare n contrast.. tell me wat u think..

6. er.. ok.. medicine.. is natural herbs medicine too?! if yes.. then.. fine.. nothing 2 say.. i've no option but to agree with u yuin..

7. erm.. ok.. this is abit weird la.. blood n life.. u mean.. nyawa or kehidupan?! if we're not given any chance 2 b born in the world.. we wont hav blood.. but losing our life doesn't mean losing our blood.. but losing our blood cause losing of life.. so yea.. dono la.. a question which filled with QUESTION MARKS.. hard 2 answer..! LOL..!

ok.. finish answering.. my answer abt stupid la.. sry.. juz dun fully agree with wen yuin.. thats all..

Thursday, December 25, 2008

day 2 in sg

haiz.. normal.. keep shopping..
merry christmas 2 everyone..! sorry 4 not replying.. bcoz its 1 buck/sms..!!!
sien.. lazy blog la.. moody.. bye..!

Monday, December 22, 2008

爱一人

如果你不一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会.

如果你的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去.

男人哭了是因为他真的.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.


如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.


如果失去是苦,

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦,

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦,

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦,

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

I'm no more 80++kg..!

those people who always says that i am 800 newton..! or 1000 newton..! (Mr. Peng Han Hwa, Mr. Loh Wai Ken, Ms. Natasha Marie Nevis, Ms. Stephanie Kee Su Lin) i'm sorry 2 inform u that.. i m no more that category.. i am just 76kg now..! woohoo..! i was once 84 kg..!(during my trials.. which is sept/oct) but now.. i lost 8 kgs..! within 2-3 months..! YEAHHHH..!

LEO activities can help in losing weight..! 4 those HEAVY ppl.. please move your butts and register under PJI now..! (PROVEN)

To: those people who knows about my health.. such as.. hannie, lung or pei wern.. i'm quite worry.. is lyk.. sudden drop.. 8 kgs in 2 months..! WTF man..! haiz.. hopefully nth la..


Chong Sheng

is

no

more

>80 Kg

but

76 Kg!


Monday, December 15, 2008

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Penguin

Attention: This post is everything about the real [ANIMAL], Penguin..
Penguin, when talk about penguin, first thing come to my mind is, [BLACK] & [WHITE]. They are cute, i think. Er, I think penguin has a beak right?! But, is it either black or white?! or other colors?! Then how about their feet?! What color?! Assume is WHITE since they step on the snow every single SECOND.! Their walking method very cute too..! With too hand on their body & the PALM(as in the lower part of the arm) bending up.. Next, i believe that they are blur blur kind of animals.



There are different types of penguins..

Subfamily Spheniscinae
– Modern penguins
Penguins are well known around the world. Their striking black-and-white plumage is often likened to a Tuxedo suit. Penguin has been subjected into many films and books, for example Happy Feet and Surf's Up, both CGI films. Besides, March of Penguins, a documentary film showing the migration process of Emperors and a parody entitled Farce of the Penguins. If you guys watch cartoons shown in RTM, you'll know "Pingu", created by Silvio Mazzola in 1986. This cartoon covers more than 100 short episodes.!
  1. Do you think ALL penguins have fur?! Or feather?!
  2. What kind of sound they make?!
  3. Are they found in both poles?!
  4. Are they in the same family as BIRDS?!
  5. How we diffenretiate [male] or [female] penguins?!
  6. How penguin breed?!
Oops.. I made it something like QUIZ d.. LOL.. These are some questions that people mostly ask.. Lastly, Penguins are near to extinction.! Please do protect them.. (Anyway, how we harm them huh?!)

Monday, December 8, 2008

-Untitled-

dono why.. i feel lyk blogging.. but dono wat 2 blog.. so.. yea.. this post is [Untitled] and meaningless.. this shows how blank my life is..

Thursday, December 4, 2008

from spm till now

any breakdowns in communication between us?! i do not know what happened 2 u.. or maybe me.. we dun talk.. hardly sms.. even if sms also ending up in moody atmosphere.. wat really happened?! i had deleted those posts that u might not like it or appreciate it anymore.. because it might b meaningless 2 u.. as wat i always say 2 u.. i juz 1 u 2 b HONEST.. whatever u think, u say.. keep everything 2 urself, keep me in suspends, this wouldn't help any of us.. in the whole week.. i didn't even dare 2 get any closer 2 u.. or even make any direct convo.. juz because of ur words.. i wish that u really think 4 me.. think abt my feelings.. i know 4 u.. friends, family & academics come 1st.. but then.. i have feeling too..! i really doubt that u paid any attention 2 me throughout the whole month(ok. mayb the week after SPM)..! again.. u might not lyk this post because i might leak some RUMOURS 2 other people.. but.. these are real words from my heart..


*please do express urself*
miz ya..