Wednesday, December 31, 2008

无因,就是爱

你之所以爱我
是因为我爱你
那么
我之所以爱你
是因为
没有因为
请相信

无爱

是永无止境的海。
在舟上遥遥摆摆,
让自己失去自我,
而感到如此无奈。
一旦掉进了海,
就是永远的伤害。
永远找不回来,
所失去的爱。
默默的等待,
是我唯一对你的爱戴。
对你来说,
我只是个无名仔。
对你的爱,
也只是一片空白。
对你而言,
“永远”只是个谎言,
只是个字眼,
一点儿都不起眼。
但对我而言,
每一字都是我的心思,
也算是我对你发的誓。
你说你爱我,
却对我冷酷无情。
你说你不爱我,
其实只是个剧情。
不相信爱情,
是你的原则。
执着于爱情,
是我的选择。
放手不是说了就算,
而是彻底地把她遗忘,
不再为他而感叹,
才是真正的放。

Monday, December 29, 2008

有情有意
为情忍让
为意体谅
不要遇事不商量
切莫猜忌要明讲
时常制造罗曼象
营造情趣不能忘
共同兴趣要培
吵架不能变平常
恶言相向不逾量
设身处地为伊想
人生不如想象长
有爱方能绵延长
因为
是讲的地方,不是讲的地方

the SINGLE year of 2008

now only i realised.. i've been single for.. 1 year ++ leh..! haiz.. sien sien sien.. anyway.. guys & girls.. i'm still single n available..! even though i m having 8 wives + darling + dear + baby + "gay gay"... so yea.. pls do gimme a call or.. pls contact the PJIC(secretary-Kong Mun Suet) if u 1 2 join our family tree..

haiz.. really whole year single d i guess.. 2 more days.. n it will b a history.. n.. i believe in these 2 days.. i wont get her also la.. so.. yea.. next year la..! i'll try 2 get her as my gf de..!!! ok.. or.. mayb offer myself 2 b her.. her.. aiya.! wtv she wants la..!

Sunday, December 28, 2008

standing alone..

without companions.. Unfrequented by people.. desolate.. Dejected by the awareness of being alone.. Producing such dejection.. feeling friendless.. forlorn..

ish.. why m i feeling all these..! WHY..! suddenly lose all my confidence.. even though i do not have much b4 this.. but still.. this feeling sucks..! i juz feel that.. wtv i did.. wtv i'm doing.. n wtv i m gonna do.. is lyk.. not important 2 anyone anymore.. i'm juz doing it by myself.. n only 4 my ownself.. thats all.. what i wished actually came true.. but.. in the WRONG way.. i tot that i'll b the "nobody" in the quote.. "nobody is perfect".. n now.. i'm a real NOBODY 2 anyone..

answering the questions from wenyuin's blog..

Question from http://www.wennieyuinx212.blogspot.com/(w.yuin's blog)
1. Can you even build a home without a house?
2. Can brats like us even sleep without a bed EVERY NIGHT?
3. Can you even know the time without a clock/a watch?
4. Can you even absorb or gain any knowledge without a book to read? (Isn't that the reason why school uses books??)
5. Without a position, will people even respect you?
6. Without medicine, will you recover from your severe illness to be healthy again?
7. Without blood, will there be life?


Answer..
1. home.. from dict., home is
a place where one lives; a residence. ok.. lets talk abt the environment.. home.. is a valued place offering happiness n security.. so yea.. we dun need a real concrete structure 2 have the "home" feeling.. a family living in poverty.. as long as the whole family is healthy.. happy.. its a real home..

2. bed?! bed is juz something 2 reduce the backache.. its nth.. if i were a girl.. i would say.. sleeping in a person i love.. will feel much better than a bed.. i believe most of u all agree with me..

3. er.. ok.. clock.. nth 2 say.. i wanted 2 say the traditional way of looking at the time.. (placing a stick upright).. its a kind of clock rite? LOL..

4. knowledge?? ok.. book is written by someone who's knowledgeable.. so.. yea.. we need someone 2 know something.. only there's a book.. so yea.. we don't need a book 2 gain knowledge..

5. position & respect.. something interesting.. if u got some positions.. lyk.. GM.. CEO.. DATO'.. n so on.. firstly.. how u obtain it?! clean way? or some dirty method?! next.. respect.. 2 me.. i respect everyone who respects me.. as simple as that.. dun u agree?! i respect a janitor who work 14 hours a day just 2 give a better life 2 her family.. but.. do u respect a BOSS.. who spend time doing work(14 hrs/day).. but not spending anytime 4 the family? they sounds lyk doing the same thing.. but.. think.! compare n contrast.. tell me wat u think..

6. er.. ok.. medicine.. is natural herbs medicine too?! if yes.. then.. fine.. nothing 2 say.. i've no option but to agree with u yuin..

7. erm.. ok.. this is abit weird la.. blood n life.. u mean.. nyawa or kehidupan?! if we're not given any chance 2 b born in the world.. we wont hav blood.. but losing our life doesn't mean losing our blood.. but losing our blood cause losing of life.. so yea.. dono la.. a question which filled with QUESTION MARKS.. hard 2 answer..! LOL..!

ok.. finish answering.. my answer abt stupid la.. sry.. juz dun fully agree with wen yuin.. thats all..

Thursday, December 25, 2008

day 2 in sg

haiz.. normal.. keep shopping..
merry christmas 2 everyone..! sorry 4 not replying.. bcoz its 1 buck/sms..!!!
sien.. lazy blog la.. moody.. bye..!