Unexplainable stress!

Family.. aiks.. don't want to talk abt it d..
studies.. have not been studying for a month! Lazy shit wey!
R'ships.. I really have no idea.. should i go for it? or should i let you make the move? am i pushing too hard? or its just i am thinking too much.. things have changed after that prank messages.. i wish that i wasn't there to reply those messages so nothing would happen!!! !TR@G!)!&!!!!

"I am sorry, mum.."

Am i a bad son? Bad tempered? Too rebellious? Wrong tone all the time?

Or just that my mum couldn't understand my words.. My expression.. Misunderstanding whatever I was trying to say..

I've been trying so hard to be a good child.. I hope you really know that.. Feel that.. That moment.. When tears were flooding your eyes.. Hitting me with disappointment.. Arms and face.. I didn't even evade any of them.. Because I am really sorry for raising my voice.. My tone.. But i really don't mean it..

Like my previous posts.. I've been saying.. You don't understand me.. You think that just because you are mother.. And we as children, have no right to speak out.. Everytime I voice out.. You will definitely think that I'm against you.. You said that my facial expression was like a sword piercing through your heart.. But.. I really don't remember me trying to make any impacts with my facial expression.. Sorry if I really expressed myself wrongly..

This is the first time.. I was there.. Letting you hit me how hard you want.. Because i know.. I am sorry..

I'm deeply disappointed with myself.. Hate myself..

Wasted my holidays..

Why am i still sitting in front of my comp!!!
I wanna study!!! I tell myself every night before i sleep.. "Tomorrow have to study d la.. no more time liao.."
And yet. I'm not doing it.. I rather sit there.. stone for 2 hours.. then holding a book and start reading.! =(
Save me from my LAZINESS!!! argh!

Malaysian worker!

Usually, my friend will send me home.. but because today he has some other occasion.. so i have to walk home.. i walk from my school to LRT(Tmn Bahagia).. There were no counter service!!! no cashier! So i had to buy tickets via Ticket Machine.. I do not have small change.. only 1 piece of RM 50 note!

so i went to 1 Putra LRT crew.. *holding my RM 50 note*
I asked him y no cashier.. he ignored me..
I asked how do i buy ticket then.. He shook his head at the ticket machine signaling.. "there la"..
Then i say.. "I cuma ade ini.. macam mana nak beli? tak ade duit kecil la.."..
then he showed me the "TOO BAD LA" face to me..
WTF!!!
Come on man.. i m the customer! Is it because i was in school uniform.. so he do that to me.!!
I stared at him very angrily.. he was kinda terrified to see a high school student staring at him liddat i guess.. But he is still not doing anything..
I wanted to go up and ask him..
"ape nama u ya? i nak complain u punya attitude!"
but.. later all the ppl around thinks that im some SAMSENG! so.. yea..

Besides that.. i even explained to other customers that the counter is closed.. they supposed to buy from the ticket machine.. that guy just sit at the other side.. "checking" for season pass *with that F**KING SLEEPY FACE!!*..

Come on la.. PUTRA!!! Choose your worker wisely! They are gonna face people around the city.. around the world!!! tourist!!!

*Thanks Putra! YOU MADE MY DAY!*

GOOD LUCK SPM CANDIDATES!!!

After several weeks.. I'm back with my 1st post of the month!!!

ok.. Good luck to all the SPM candidates.. i will need 3 days to list down all my friendly circle's candidates..
But.. KAR YAN! Good Luck again! lol! =P *inside story*

I've been through this exam.. thinking back.. OMG!!! NERVOUS!!! ALMOST BROKE INTO TEARS!!! SHIVERING WHEN I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER!!!

After all.. Its just an examination.. nothing much..
Rich ppl.. Dont be scared of this exam.. cant do well? spend more money and u still can go college!
Not so rich ppl.. Try to score the best u can.. Good results.. SCHOLARSHIP!!! bad result.. Government's STPM is always there for u.. less than RM 500 for one and a half years study with books! Moreover, your cert is recognised WORLDWIDE!!!

As conclusion.. Don't stress!!! Try your best.. And hope for the best.. =D

Wow! Michael Jackson Medley.. =)

Oh My God.! This is awesome! =)

STUDY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORK!

OMG!!! I've been asking myself to study.. study.. study.. but everyday i come home.. on laptop.. start playing games.. go online.. then tired.. go sleep.. wake up.. watch tv.. online.. then sleep.. =( SOBS!!!

why cant i just throw my ass on the chair and start studying!!!!!!

ARGH!!!