无因，就是爱

你之所以爱我

是因为我爱你

那么

我之所以爱你

是因为

没有因为

请相信

无爱

爱

是永无止境的海。

在舟上遥遥摆摆，

让自己失去自我，

而感到如此无奈。

一旦掉进了海，

就是永远的伤害。

永远找不回来，

所失去的爱。

默默的等待，

是我唯一对你的爱戴。

对你来说，

我只是个无名仔。

对你的爱，

也只是一片空白。

对你而言，

“永远”只是个谎言，

只是个字眼，

一点儿都不起眼。

但对我而言，

每一字都是我的心思，

也算是我对你发的誓。

你说你爱我，

却对我冷酷无情。

你说你不爱我，

其实只是个剧情。

不相信爱情，

是你的原则。

执着于爱情，

是我的选择。

放手不是说了就算，

而是彻底地把她遗忘，

不再为他而感叹，

才是真正的放。

道

有情有意

为情忍让

为意体谅

不要遇事不商量

切莫猜忌要明讲

时常制造罗曼象

营造情趣不能忘

共同兴趣要培养

吵架不能变平常

恶言相向不逾量

设身处地为伊想

人生不如想象长

有爱方能绵延长

因为

家是讲爱的地方,不是讲理的地方

the SINGLE year of 2008

now only i realised.. i've been single for.. 1 year ++ leh..! haiz.. sien sien sien.. anyway.. guys & girls.. i'm still single n available..! even though i m having 8 wives + darling + dear + baby + "gay gay"... so yea.. pls do gimme a call or.. pls contact the PJIC(secretary-Kong Mun Suet) if u 1 2 join our family tree..

haiz.. really whole year single d i guess.. 2 more days.. n it will b a history.. n.. i believe in these 2 days.. i wont get her also la.. so.. yea.. next year la..! i'll try 2 get her as my gf de..!!! ok.. or.. mayb offer myself 2 b her.. her.. aiya.! wtv she wants la..!

standing alone..

without companions.. Unfrequented by people.. desolate.. Dejected by the awareness of being alone.. Producing such dejection.. feeling friendless.. forlorn..

ish.. why m i feeling all these..! WHY..! suddenly lose all my confidence.. even though i do not have much b4 this.. but still.. this feeling sucks..! i juz feel that.. wtv i did.. wtv i'm doing.. n wtv i m gonna do.. is lyk.. not important 2 anyone anymore.. i'm juz doing it by myself.. n only 4 my ownself.. thats all.. what i wished actually came true.. but.. in the WRONG way.. i tot that i'll b the "nobody" in the quote.. "nobody is perfect".. n now.. i'm a real NOBODY 2 anyone..

answering the questions from wenyuin's blog..

Question from http://www.wennieyuinx212.blogspot.com/(w.yuin's blog)
1. Can you even build a home without a house?
2. Can brats like us even sleep without a bed EVERY NIGHT?
3. Can you even know the time without a clock/a watch?
4. Can you even absorb or gain any knowledge without a book to read? (Isn't that the reason why school uses books??)
5. Without a position, will people even respect you?
6. Without medicine, will you recover from your severe illness to be healthy again?
7. Without blood, will there be life?

Answer..
1. home.. from dict., home is a place where one lives; a residence. ok.. lets talk abt the environment.. home.. is a valued place offering happiness n security.. so yea.. we dun need a real concrete structure 2 have the "home" feeling.. a family living in poverty.. as long as the whole family is healthy.. happy.. its a real home..

2. bed?! bed is juz something 2 reduce the backache.. its nth.. if i were a girl.. i would say.. sleeping in a person i love.. will feel much better than a bed.. i believe most of u all agree with me..

3. er.. ok.. clock.. nth 2 say.. i wanted 2 say the traditional way of looking at the time.. (placing a stick upright).. its a kind of clock rite? LOL..

4. knowledge?? ok.. book is written by someone who's knowledgeable.. so.. yea.. we need someone 2 know something.. only there's a book.. so yea.. we don't need a book 2 gain knowledge..

5. position & respect.. something interesting.. if u got some positions.. lyk.. GM.. CEO.. DATO'.. n so on.. firstly.. how u obtain it?! clean way? or some dirty method?! next.. respect.. 2 me.. i respect everyone who respects me.. as simple as that.. dun u agree?! i respect a janitor who work 14 hours a day just 2 give a better life 2 her family.. but.. do u respect a BOSS.. who spend time doing work(14 hrs/day).. but not spending anytime 4 the family? they sounds lyk doing the same thing.. but.. think.! compare n contrast.. tell me wat u think..

6. er.. ok.. medicine.. is natural herbs medicine too?! if yes.. then.. fine.. nothing 2 say.. i've no option but to agree with u yuin..

7. erm.. ok.. this is abit weird la.. blood n life.. u mean.. nyawa or kehidupan?! if we're not given any chance 2 b born in the world.. we wont hav blood.. but losing our life doesn't mean losing our blood.. but losing our blood cause losing of life.. so yea.. dono la.. a question which filled with QUESTION MARKS.. hard 2 answer..! LOL..!

ok.. finish answering.. my answer abt stupid la.. sry.. juz dun fully agree with wen yuin.. thats all..

day 2 in sg

haiz.. normal.. keep shopping..
merry christmas 2 everyone..! sorry 4 not replying.. bcoz its 1 buck/sms..!!!
sien.. lazy blog la.. moody.. bye..!

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

I'm no more 80++kg..!

those people who always says that i am 800 newton..! or 1000 newton..! (Mr. Peng Han Hwa, Mr. Loh Wai Ken, Ms. Natasha Marie Nevis, Ms. Stephanie Kee Su Lin) i'm sorry 2 inform u that.. i m no more that category.. i am just 76kg now..! woohoo..! i was once 84 kg..!(during my trials.. which is sept/oct) but now.. i lost 8 kgs..! within 2-3 months..! YEAHHHH..!

LEO activities can help in losing weight..! 4 those HEAVY ppl.. please move your butts and register under PJI now..! (PROVEN)

To: those people who knows about my health.. such as.. hannie, lung or pei wern.. i'm quite worry.. is lyk.. sudden drop.. 8 kgs in 2 months..! WTF man..! haiz.. hopefully nth la..

Chong Sheng

is

no

more

>80 Kg

but

76 Kg!

CS-Personality

Penguin

Attention: This post is everything about the real [ANIMAL], Penguin..
Penguin, when talk about penguin, first thing come to my mind is, [BLACK] & [WHITE]. They are cute, i think. Er, I think penguin has a beak right?! But, is it either black or white?! or other colors?! Then how about their feet?! What color?! Assume is WHITE since they step on the snow every single SECOND.! Their walking method very cute too..! With too hand on their body & the PALM(as in the lower part of the arm) bending up.. Next, i believe that they are blur blur kind of animals.



There are different types of penguins..

Subfamily Spheniscinae – Modern penguins

• Aptenodytes – Great penguins
  • King Penguin, Aptenodytes patagonicus
  • Emperor Penguin, Aptenodytes forsteri
• Pygoscelis – Brush-tailed penguins
  • Adelie Penguin, Pygoscelis adeliae
  • Chinstrap Penguin, Pygoscelis antarctica
  • Gentoo Penguin, Pygoscelis papua
• Eudyptula – Little penguins
  • Little Blue Penguin, Eudyptula minor
  • Northern Little Penguin, Eudyptula albosignata (provisional)
• Spheniscus – Banded penguins
  • Magellanic Penguin, Spheniscus magellanicus
  • Humboldt Penguin, Spheniscus humboldti
  • Galapagos Penguin, Spheniscus mendiculus
  • African Penguin, Spheniscus demersus
• Megadyptes
  • Yellow-eyed Penguin, Megadyptes antipodes
  • Waitaha Penguin, Megadyptes waitaha (extinct)
• Eudyptes – Crested penguins
  • Fiordland Penguin, Eudyptes pachyrynchus
  • Snares Penguin, Eudyptes robustus
  • Erect-crested Penguin, Eudyptes sclateri
  • Southern Rockhopper Penguin, Eudyptes chrysocome
  • Northern Rockhopper Penguin, Eudyptes moseleyi
  • Royal Penguin, Eudyptes schlegeli (disputed)
  • Macaroni Penguin, Eudyptes chrysolophus
  • Chatham Islands Penguin, Eudyptes sp. (extinct)

Penguins are well known around the world. Their striking black-and-white plumage is often likened to a Tuxedo suit. Penguin has been subjected into many films and books, for example Happy Feet and Surf's Up, both CGI films. Besides, March of Penguins, a documentary film showing the migration process of Emperors and a parody entitled Farce of the Penguins. If you guys watch cartoons shown in RTM, you'll know "Pingu", created by Silvio Mazzola in 1986. This cartoon covers more than 100 short episodes.!

1. Do you think ALL penguins have fur?! Or feather?!
2. What kind of sound they make?!
3. Are they found in both poles?!
4. Are they in the same family as BIRDS?!
5. How we diffenretiate [male] or [female] penguins?!
6. How penguin breed?!

Oops.. I made it something like QUIZ d.. LOL.. These are some questions that people mostly ask.. Lastly, Penguins are near to extinction.! Please do protect them.. (Anyway, how we harm them huh?!)

-Untitled-

dono why.. i feel lyk blogging.. but dono wat 2 blog.. so.. yea.. this post is [Untitled] and meaningless.. this shows how blank my life is..

from spm till now

any breakdowns in communication between us?! i do not know what happened 2 u.. or maybe me.. we dun talk.. hardly sms.. even if sms also ending up in moody atmosphere.. wat really happened?! i had deleted those posts that u might not like it or appreciate it anymore.. because it might b meaningless 2 u.. as wat i always say 2 u.. i juz 1 u 2 b HONEST.. whatever u think, u say.. keep everything 2 urself, keep me in suspends, this wouldn't help any of us.. in the whole week.. i didn't even dare 2 get any closer 2 u.. or even make any direct convo.. juz because of ur words.. i wish that u really think 4 me.. think abt my feelings.. i know 4 u.. friends, family & academics come 1st.. but then.. i have feeling too..! i really doubt that u paid any attention 2 me throughout the whole month(ok. mayb the week after SPM)..! again.. u might not lyk this post because i might leak some RUMOURS 2 other people.. but.. these are real words from my heart..


*please do express urself*
miz ya..

Great Work of Arts

This is a ceiling mural in a smoker's lounge.. one more..
Painted Bathroom Floor..!
Imagine you are party-ing.. tenth floor of a hi-rise building..!
You visit the bathroom..
REMEMBER..!
is painted bathroom floor..!


*scroll down slowly*

Awesome Anagrams

!!SCRABBLE!!

(Wait till you see the last one)!


DORMITORY:
When you rearrange the letters:
DIRTY ROOM

PRESBYTERIAN:
When you rearrange the letters:
BEST IN PRAYER

ASTRONOMER:
When you rearrange the letters:
MOON STARER

DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters:
A ROPE ENDS IT

THE EYES: !
When you rearrange the letters:
THEY SEE

GEORGE BUSH:
When you rearrange the letters:
HE BUGS GORE

THE MORSE CODE :
When you rearrange the letters:
HERE COME DOTS

SLOT MACHINES:
When you rearrange the letters:
CASH LOST IN ME

ANIMOSITY:
When you rearrange the letters:
IS NO AMITY

ELECTION RESULTS:
When you rearrange the letters:
LIES - LET'S RECOUNT

SNOOZE ALARMS:
When you rearrange the letters:
ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S

A DECIMAL POINT:
When you rearrange the letters:
IM A DOT IN PLACE

THE EARTHQUAKES:
When you rearrange the letters:
THAT QUEER SHAKE

ELEVEN PLUS TWO:
When you rearrange the letters:
TWELVE PLUS ONE

AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE:

MOTHER-IN-LAW:
When you rearrange the letters:
WOMAN HITLER

(Highlited-in white)

Yep! Someone with waaaaaaaaaaay
too much time on their hands! (Probably a son-in-law)

"HIGHEST" Position

Do you know who is sitting at the highest position in the world?!

US President(former), George Bush?!

NO!!

Osama Bin Laden?!

NO!!

UN General Secretary?!

NO!!

Pope Benedict?!

NO!!

Obama?!

NO!!

Let me tell u who is the person..
But, please.. don't wonder..

That is BABU from India!!!
The crane operator of the top most floor
of Burj Dubai
[The Tallest Building In The World]

Motivation!

When someone tells you that you can't do something...

Look around...

Consider all options...

Then GO for it!

Use all the things God gave you!

Be creative!

In the end, you will succeed and prove them wrong!

Always remember

'Nothing is impossible, if your heart is willing'

Family First

    An  elderly man in Mumbai calls his son in New York  and says,          
'I hate to ruin your day son,  but I have to tell you that your
mother and I  are getting a divorce; 35 years of marriage... 
and that much misery is enough!'                                                     
'Dad,  what are you talking about?' the son  screams.              
'We can't stand the sight of  each other any longer,'the oldman says.                                                                   
'We're sick of each other, and I'm  sick of talking about this,
so you call your  sister in Hong Kong and tell  her!'                         

    Frantic, the son calls his sister,  who explodes on the phone.          
'Like heck  they're getting divorced,' she shouts, 'I'll  take care of this.'                                                                 
She calls Mumbai  immediately, and screams at the old man,
'You  are not getting divorced. Don't do a single  thing until I get there.
I'm calling my brother  back, and we'll both be there tomorrow.
Until  then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR??' and she  hangs up.              
The  old man hangs up his phone and turns to his  wife.
'Okay', he says, 'It's all set. They're  both coming for Deepavali
and paying their own airfare!!'                                                   

                                                                            
                                                                            

MORAL:

No man / woman is busy in this world all 365 days.

The sky is not going to fall down if you take few days LEAVE
and meet your dear ones.

OFFICE WORK IS NOT EVERYTHING IN LIFE and
MONEY MAKING IS NOT
EVERYTHING IN LIFE.

Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Quiet
moments, worship God. Painful moments, trust God. Every moment, thank
God.

To all my friends.. buddies.. partners..

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning to dance in the rain.
We danced in the rain together,
those memories will be carved deep in our hearts.

Friendship is like mathematical symbols,
[multiplier] or [dividers].
It doubles our joys,
and divides our sorrows.

Friends are appreciative, warm and precious like gold,
our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old.
You'll always be there, I know that is true,
I'll always be here, always for you.


*specially to FABULOUS SEX, FAMOUS SIX, CELCIUS, StressA, those people from Yuk Chai, those people i met in SMKTS, those people i know through CyberCafe, LEO, study groups, Chempaka Buddhist Lodge.....

Better Tomorrow..

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow
But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow

My days of sadness are a thing of the past
Because I have found true love at last

My days of emptiness are gone for good
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should

You've opened a window
You've shown me the light
And my love for you will continue to burn bright. 

Scary Night..!

i was studying till late night(1am).. n i felt so tired.. n also got fed up waiting 4 HER reply.. so i went on the bed.. n sleep.. b4 i close my eyes.. i juz happen 2 see SOMETHING passes my window.. i though that it wasn't anything.. mayb too tired.. so i juz lay on my bed.. and close me eye.. as usual.. i used the bolster 2 cover my eye.. n juz wait 4 me 2 fall asleep.. suddenly.. i felt something went on top of me.. n lyk.. stunned me!! i cant move my limbs..! i wanted 2 look whats going on.. but i m unable 2 move my bolster away from my eyes.. i couldn't turn my head..! can't even yell..! at that moment.. i heard a very high pitch devilish laughter..! (from a girl) i juz calm myself down.. n keep on praying in my heart.. n after a short period of time.. i m FREE instead of FREEZE.. haiz.. scary huh?!

my mum brought me 2 a sinseh.. he told me that.. those stuffs came 2 find me bcoz i talked abt them.. so.. he asked me 2 stop talking abt them.. n when my frens talk abt them.. i have to move aside.. so.. yea..



*thanks SIFU(my sinseh), wish that u'll recover soon..*

This is suppose 2 b a place in KEDAH..!

This is call heaven..!

our 1st call

i m damn emo now.. n kinda sad n angry.. so i called this girl.. it is our 1st time chatting through hp.. we tot that we will b abit kangkang.. lyk speechless.. but we end up toking quite alot.. laughter.. scoldings.. stories.. n of coz some lovely words.. this call made both of us knowing each other more.. but.. the scary part came into this lovely moment.. when i hear my door get knocked by sumone.. so i look below the door.. there isn't any legs at the other side of the door.. so scary.. n this girl keep saying.. "chill chill.. tok 2 me.." LOL.. funny girl huh?! we chat till half way.. suddenly the hp hanged up.. i tot she put down the hp.. she thinks the other way too.. n she oso tot that i had not enuf credit.. but.. weird thing happens.. the call duration was oni 57:06.. weird huh?!?! anyway.. thx GIRL.. i felt better even though u made me feel hurt n sad during our conversation.. but i won't show my emo-ness.. as it reminds u of ur ex.. as wat i said.. "i am who i am"..

My new number

hey fellow frens.. this is my new number..

-0172422567-

True Story.. SERAMNYER

Hi frens,
This is a true story of a young college gurl who past away last month, at
shah alam. her name is Priya.she was hit by a lorry. i dont wanna mention
the name of the college. She have a boy friend named Shankar. he stays in
johor. both of them are true lovers. they always hang on the phone. u can
never see her without her handphone. she spends 3/4 of the day talking with
shankar. both of them used maxis.

Priya's family knows about their relationship. Shankar is very close with
Priya's family. (just imagine their love)



Before she passed away she always told her frens "If I pass away please
burn me with my handphone" she also said the same thing to her parents.
after her death, ppl cant carry her coffin. i was there. a lot of them tried
to do so but still cant. everybody including me, had tried to carry the
coffin, the result is still the same.



Eventually, they called their neighbour, a "bomoh" from thailand (pak
Darin), who is a fren of her father. he took a sit and started speaking to
himself slowly. after a few minutes, he said "this gurl misses something
here". then her frens told Darin bout her intentions to burn her with her
phone. He then opened the coffin and place her phone and SIM card inside
the casket. after that they tried to carry the coffin. it could be moved
and they carried it into the van easily. all of us were shocked. (can u feel
the fear. i'm shaking at this moment) Priya's parents didnt inform Shankar
that Priya had passed away. (pity Shankar). after 2 weeks Shankar called
Priya's mom. Shankar :...."Atte, I'm coming home 2day. cook something nice
for me. Don't tell Priya that i'm coming home 2day. i wanna suprise her."
her mother replied....."u come home first, i wanna tell u something very
important."



after he came to shah alam, they told him the truth about Priya.Shankar
thinks that they were playing a fool. he was laughing and said "dont try to
fool me. tell Priya to come out. i have a gift for her. pls stop this
nonsense". then they show him the original death certificate to him. they
gave him proof to make him believe.(Shankar started to sweat) he said...
"its not true. we were spoke yesterday. she still calls me.



Shankar was shaking. suddenly, shnakar's phone rang. "see this is from
Priya. see this..." he showed the phone to priya's family. all of them told
him to answer.he talked using the loudspeaker mode. all of them heard his
conversation loud and clear. no cross lines, no humming. it is the actual
voice of Priya & there is no way others could use her simcard since it is
nailed inside the coffin the were so shocked and asked for pak darin's help
again. pak darin brought his master (Tok Chen) to solve this matter. he &
Darin worked for 5 hours. than they discovered one thing...



tok Chen was sweating. his face was red . "i just cant believe this. it's
quite amazing" he said. " i didn't think that this could actually happen.
unbelievable

(highlight BELOW 2 reveal sumting..!) bcareful if u r afraid..



Oh My God! Maxis is the best line,ever. we can still keep in touch even when
we're dead!! Talk about coverage!!! Best coverage ever!!! where can i get
the SIMpack?


Moral of the story.................

Maxis is the best lar .........

OK NOW ! ! GET BACK TO WORK !

Nasi Lipas - Syed Abu

Am i advertising 4 SYED ABU?!?! NOOO!!!

Take note of what you order from our local Indian Muslim restaurants,
especially the one near the post office in Damansara Jaya. A colleague
and I were shocked to find a cockroach in our nasi lemak yesterday
morning. To be precise it was in the sambal or chilli paste. The worst part of it
all was that the shop owner even after clearing our plates continued to
sell the dish to other patrons. Can you imagine if children were to eat it?
The restaurant is Syed Abu, along Jln SS22/19, Damansara Jaya.

One black, one white.

That's how different they are, just like the electrodes.

Different origins, different backgrounds, different personalities, different attitudes, different styles, different tastes, different ways of speaking, different a lot of things.

Those two are almost opposites, so how in the Milky Way did they even meet each other?

One school, one club, one friendship.

They met at an event, spoke, and now they're screaming at each other all the time. Screaming for the fun of it that is. Needless to say, from business to personal, from strangers to friends.

So what is it that makes friendships special?

It's the effort both sides put in. It's like watering, weeding, and taking care of a plant, so a flower can bloom. In this case, the watering and weeding represents the effort, the flower represents the friendship. So sometimes putting in a little effort can go a long way. Just like how this friendship has.


The lembu mooed.

WORST DAY EVER !!!

2day is lyk.. aiks.. juz read n u will noe..

i went 2 kasturi at 3:25.. i was walking up the stairs.. n i POK KAI.. luckily wasn't really fell on the floor.. juz lyk.. terKICK the staircase.. n.. sum gals were laughing at me.. so yea.. [ DISGRACE 1 ]

when i went into the class.. n i sat behind jun xing.. then i smelled sumting weird.. n i realised was my shirt.. not any sweat smell.. its juz lyk.. those undried shirt.. so i was lyk.. so malu.. n summore a leng lui sat bside me.! sobs.. malu! [ DISGRACE 2 ]

during BM class.. yong ching took my pen.. so i was lyk.. "eh.. gimme back my pen.!" then i was lyk.. keep rubbing his thighs 2 get him return me the pen.. how i noe.. suddenly the teacher was on fire.! n.. he scolded both of us.. he said.. he din want 2 chase us out of the class.. so.. 2day will b the last class.. n he dowan 2 c us the following week.. if not he will give us a SLAP!!! at 1st i was lyk.. sorry.. then when i came up from the class.. i felt lyk.. F**K HIM LA! F**KING no manners wey! GILA BABI wey! aiks.. 4get it la.. [ DISGRACE 3 ] NEXT>>>

i was lyk.. kinda pissed.. so i ask my grandpa 2 go out wit me 4 CHEE CHEONG FUN! so we went out.. we ordered lyk those crunchy stuffs lo.. then we eat, eat n eat.. then suddenly my grandpa spit out the FU CHUK.. i was lyk.. "gong gong.. ni ok ma?!" (grandpa, r u ok?!) then when he said "OK".. i saw his mouth was full of blood.. n i believed that he broke his tooth.. he was lyk.. IN PAIN.! then.. i was damn sad.. felt that.. i m so useless.. n unlucky as well.. i was about 2 break into tears.. i noe SISSY la.. sorry la.. hehe.. this is not any DISGRACE.. but then.. aiks.. [ 4 ]

i went home.. n told my dad that i was banned from attending kasturi's BM class.. he was damn angry.. bcoz of "BANNED".. then i told him the whole story.. he stood on my side.. n he ask me 2 screw the class.. so yea..

THANKS DAD! for trusting me.!

ok! end of story!


murmured by,
PUNCTURED RICE BUCKET :(