This is why i do not want to combine class..

6AT ppl.. sorry.. not that i dislike u guys.. but i think that having 12 person in my class is perfectly fine.. and 12 of us had lots of joy during lessons and i think that makes me want to study and excited to go to school every morning when i carry my bag and step into my car..

But the changes made by 6AT definitely don't fit my style as i really hate being instructed.. especially without me knowing what is happening and most importantly.. I DO NOT FEEL RESPECTED! I think as a student.. we have our right to do certain stuffs.. all of us go to school to study.. and that's definitely my PRIORITY.. In order for me to concentrate fully during lessons is when i sit at front row where i cannot afford to slack my studies.. As if i sit in the last row.. I will just doze off any time.. and i do not want this to happen..

So.. what is wrong with asking a place in the front row as I have been there since the day i STEPPED into FORM 6! As a teacher.. you can't say that its my problem if i were to sleep during lessons just because ITS MY CHOICE! aren't teachers supposed to help the students and try their best to give the best to the students.! I am definitely F**KING disappointed with how my classmates and teachers reacted to my wish and demand..

THIS MADE ME HATE MY CLASS FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!

again again and again!

Why cant i strike lottery again, again and again..
but keep twisting my ankle AGAIN, AGAIN AND AGAIN!
argh! previously was twisting my ankle 1 week before VOLLEYBALL MSSD..
now.. twisted ankle 2 weeks before LEO IDOL FINALS.. I am doing contemporary dance.. and it needs lots of ankle works!!!!! sobs.. hate this!!!