haiz...

wat the hell i shud do wey.!
sien..
study study study..
NO NERD LIFE.!
NO "LAN ZAI" LIFE.!
then.. how?!?! sobs.!
FEEDBACKS!!

OMG!!

NO MORE SCIENCE.! I HATE SCIENCE.! I AM BORED OF STUDYING.!
WTF!!!

acquaintanceship

It takes a minute to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them.

But then,

an entire life to forget them.

Life

Life is not a race, it is a journey.
Getting someplace first, before anyone else, has very little real and lasting meaning.
Seek instead to encourage others to come along, and we will find the journey much more fulfilling.
When we hurry through each moment, we miss out on the richness that could be ours.
Take the time to live, to experience where we are, rather than being so obsessed with getting to the next checkpoint.
When we stop demanding to have it all now, we'll discover that we have plenty already.
Learn to experience joy where we are, and we'll experience it in abundance.
YES, it can be wonderfully exhilarating when life is moving quickly.
But do not move so quickly that speed becomes our only experience, for there is so much more to enjoy.
The terrain of life is filled with wonderful and astounding detail.
Slow down and take in its richness.

dilemma

SPM.. 7A1s.. 1A2.. i thought that it's ok.. how i noe.. all the colleges.. minimum 8A1s..aiks..

in taylors.. 7A1s.. 1k nia.! might as well write.. free 4GB pendrive.!

in sunway.. 3k.. ok la..! but.. my father say.. no point spending so much oni 4 PRE-U!

in help.. according 2 sunway n taylors.. help's EDEXCEL.. is not recognised.!

in TAR.. ma de.! damn far la.! kenot tahan..

in Form 6.. 4As in STPM n 4As in A-levels will hav same offer of scholarship in tertiary education

apply ASEAN.. 1 sunway lecturer told me that her son almost committed suicide bcoz it was so tough studying in such a KIASU country.!

apply JPA.. haiz.. malay.. memang malay.. SEKURANG-KURANGNYA A2 DALAM SEJARAH,BM & MORAL.!


HOW!!! most probably FORM 6 d.! SEAPARKIANS.. please open your hands.. and welcome me back.!!! sobs..

dilemma.....

They can feel it.

I am so grateful to know that
as i focus on a person
and feel the feelings of love for them in my heart.
The love will reach them.

less than 1 day from SPM result..

OMG! i damn damn scared la.! 6 As is my prediction.. aiming 4 9As.. haiz.. please.. 8As would be enuf 2 please me.! sobs.. 2nite dun think that i can sleep la.. so.. yea.. gonna go play with friends till late night d i guess.. and the gang.. u noe la.. still got who.! the gangster-like "pimplish" muscular guy is the LATE-NIGHT-EVENT-ORGANIZER lo.! -VINSER CHAN KAH CHERN! haiz.. scary.. dowan 2 lose 2 ppl.. but.. i think i will.. haiz.. lets c 2moro ba.. ARGH.!

since you did it, then you have to take it..

after reading wen yuin's blog.. i realized something.. once we committed something.. whether is it offensive to anyone.. we have to take the responsibility.. and get ourselves prepared for any blames.. like my title.. since we did it.. we have to take it..
guys.. never say or do anything wrong.. any misunderstanding.. gonna lead to an unwanted ending.. think before saying it.. once it is out from your mouth.. the words gonna take less than a day to reach that person.. and everything is gone.. so.. think THRICE before u do anything..

SMKTS' motto.. AWAS-NILAI-BERTINDAK!
absolutely correct.! or.. undang?!?!

D-Define
A-Analyse
D-Decide
A-Act

PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS!!!

i passed my undang.!
50/50!!! wow.! i think this is the 1st time i beat ZHUO LI!! or.. he got 50 too?!?!
anyway.. happy.! but.. who cares.. i'm not applying scholarship with that..
i really hope that that's my SPM result.! =D

My Bro - Chew Chien Lung

long long time ago.. alot people say that both of us look alike.. weird.. anyway.. this post is 4 the absence of me during your 18th b'day.. so.. yea.. this post wont b as long as YC's.. but.. its sincere.! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! (1/3/2009)

can't imagine that we wre on the line at 12:30 till 1:30.. LOL! on you b'day some more.. but.. someone busy SMS-ing people lo.! ignore half of my sentence lo.!

anyway.. we met since we were very young.. i think.. 8 years old?? we have similar interest.. similar friends.. similar intelligent(last time).. when both of our maths TOP THE CLASS.. even though our other subj. weren't that good..!

anyway.. this is a long lost photo.. i found it after inverting my whole house..!


top left till right.. Chien Lung-Ivan Chai-Rui Wei-Nicholas Chew-Adrian Hon-Chien Seng(lung's bro) n the 1 standing in the middle is me.! (anyway.. this is a photo taken on ivan's bday party.! LOL!) *ignore the guy at [8 o'clock] don't know who..*

anyway.. again.. SORRY & HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!
LASTLY.! i think u feel the same as me.. regretted 4 not attending YC's farewell.. hope that he'll be successful.. and.. not getting new friends.. so that he'll miss us.!! LOL!

best regards,
bro, chong sheng..

My Closest Friend Ever

I have this friend.. same class with HIM for 6 consecutive years.. his name is.. TEE YONG CHING.. a nice man to be with..

start from:
standard 1- we were in 1C.. that time.. wasn't that close.. just classmates.. though we take pictures during our CHILDREN's DAY..



standard 2- 2M.. still friends.. but got closer.. had fun all the way.. not really into academics.. everyday.. POKEMON!


remember? we go almost every week..!!!

standard 3- 3U.. this is the time when his talent was used.! the 160++ cm big man(9years old).. n me.. with our classmates.. got 2nd(or was it 3rd).. he is in the school basketball team from then.! but me.. timid little guy.. still can't be seen by the coach..

standard 4- 4J.. this time.. both of us.. with lung n co.. was the champion of the interclass basketball comp.! that year.. we started to sing 2gether.. the song that i remember were.. "hao xin fen shou" n "huang hun"..

standard 5- 5Y.. time 2 study.! in YUK CHAI.. have 2 b kiasu a bit.. study all the way.. with our HUANG BAO ZHU LAO SHI(Miss Wong).. remember anot??

standard 6- 6Y.. UPSR lo.. normal.. study again.. n of coz.. we danced 2gether.. n.. our class.. AGAIN! was the champion of the dancing comp!! we went 4 vacation in penang n langkawi after our UPSR.. ching.. if u do remember? i worked in ur FATHER's company b4.! remember?! we attempted "****" website in the office.! LOL!


Miss Wong


Vacation to penang & langkawi










Secondary school
i was suppose to go BU4 with him.. but because it was a new school.. my parents didn't allow.. due to this factor.. we actually contact each other lesser.. until a day.. WE MET IN NET-EMPIRE(CC).! then we started to contact each other again..calling each other out 4 GAMING.! or basketball after KASTURI.. remember? we had our EMBARRASSING MOMENT in kasturi.. when we were both.. GAYING?! LOL!!

i dedicate this post to you.. because.. i feel so sorry.. when i find myself couldn't attend your farewell.. i wanted to visit you the next day.. but i wasn't free. how i noe.. u changed ur flight.. n went off on monday.. when u sms-ed me.. i feel as if i juz broke up with my gf.. seriously.. not 2 say gay.. but.. we're really close friends.! all the best to you, my bro.! if u do happen to read my blog.. please.. contact me.. my life couldn't be better without you..

best regards,
chong sheng..

! FURIOUS !

i'm a good friend but a bad enemy.. in fact.. i can b the WORST creature in the world.. never ever try to test my patience or temper.! its dangerous.. as ANGER is only one letter short of DANGER.. besides.. no man can think clearly when his fists are clenched..

At least I still have you all..

"Being unwanted, unloved, uncared for, forgotten by everybody, I think that is a much greater hunger, a much greater poverty than the person who has nothing to eat...We must find each other."-Mother Teresa

at least.. i still got friends.. love isn't everything! friends.. this is what i wanna say to you all! "Sometimes i want to shout to the whole world how lucky i am to have you as my friend but sometimes i want to hush.. afraid that somebody might take you away from me."

Let it be..

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.