sad..

Tomorrow will be the first time i go on stage to collect an academic cert.. as in.. "1st" in class cert.. I was kinda proud of myself when i heard that.. its lyk.. the fame.. but.. i do not know why.. now.. my feeling is.. whatever la.. no one is watching me going up anyway.. my friends all chose to skip school due to NO CLASS tomorrow.. my parents are busy.. so they chose not to watch me too.. its lyk.. i go up.. and come down.. thats all.. everything would have been forgotten the next minute after i walked down the stage.. haiz.. forget it.. =(

真的很好 !

錢多錢少，够吃就好。 人醜人美，顺眼就好。
人老人少，健康就好。 家窮家富，和氣就好。
老公晚歸，回來就好。 老婆唠叨，顧家就好。
孩子從小，就要教好。 博士也好，賣菜也好。
長大以后，乖乖就好。 房屋大小，能住就好。
名不名牌，能穿就好。 兩輪四輪，能駕就好。
老板不好，能忍就好。 一切烦惱，能解就好。
堅持執着，放下最好。 人的一生，平安就好。
不是有錢，一定會好。 心好行好，命能改好。

Ng Jean Hui-My dance partner

I owe u a post.. and yea.. you deserve this..
She was the one who started my journey into contemporary dance.. Even though I am not good enuf to be in this line.. but yea.. i enjoyed every moment we had together.. =) i noe la.. she injured me so many times.. sprained my wrist.. my back.. kick my ears.. kick my face.. scratch my shirt.. elbow my face.. sit on my wrist!!! punch my nose.. i did punch her nose as well.. memories..

We performed in Musical Charity Concert weeks back.. There were ups and downs throughout the whole performance.. I promise to walk her till she get over everything.. and i think i succeeded.. =D Such a good guy.. haha! *perasan*

kays.. pictures.. love them.. really.. sweet memories!















And lastly.. My favourite picture.!

Busy! Stress! No time!

My last post was actually 2 months and 3 days ago.. aiks.. this shows how busy or lazy am i.. =(

I'm currently trying my best to cope my studies.. even though i am checking out some dance moves for my performance on 27th February 2010 in Taylors' College Subang Main Campus.. Feel free to watch me and of course there are more great performances on that day! =D

Thats about it.. Watching youtube! ciao!

*My dance partner.. TOUCH ME!!! haha!*

Unexplainable stress!

Family.. aiks.. don't want to talk abt it d..
studies.. have not been studying for a month! Lazy shit wey!
R'ships.. I really have no idea.. should i go for it? or should i let you make the move? am i pushing too hard? or its just i am thinking too much.. things have changed after that prank messages.. i wish that i wasn't there to reply those messages so nothing would happen!!! !TR@G!)!&!!!!

"I am sorry, mum.."

Am i a bad son? Bad tempered? Too rebellious? Wrong tone all the time?

Or just that my mum couldn't understand my words.. My expression.. Misunderstanding whatever I was trying to say..

I've been trying so hard to be a good child.. I hope you really know that.. Feel that.. That moment.. When tears were flooding your eyes.. Hitting me with disappointment.. Arms and face.. I didn't even evade any of them.. Because I am really sorry for raising my voice.. My tone.. But i really don't mean it..

Like my previous posts.. I've been saying.. You don't understand me.. You think that just because you are mother.. And we as children, have no right to speak out.. Everytime I voice out.. You will definitely think that I'm against you.. You said that my facial expression was like a sword piercing through your heart.. But.. I really don't remember me trying to make any impacts with my facial expression.. Sorry if I really expressed myself wrongly..

This is the first time.. I was there.. Letting you hit me how hard you want.. Because i know.. I am sorry..

I'm deeply disappointed with myself.. Hate myself..

Wasted my holidays..

Why am i still sitting in front of my comp!!!
I wanna study!!! I tell myself every night before i sleep.. "Tomorrow have to study d la.. no more time liao.."
And yet. I'm not doing it.. I rather sit there.. stone for 2 hours.. then holding a book and start reading.! =(
Save me from my LAZINESS!!! argh!