So difficult..

I just find myself.... Too difficult to be motivated. Too difficult to concentrate on my studies.. Too lazy to think any points for my essays.. Too lazy to hold any stationeries.. Too tired to read any words on any paper.. Too tired to tell myself that i am in DEEPSHIT now..

And lastly, too dead to describe how "hopeless" & "useless" i am for the entire holiday.. =(

Parents are always right?

Parents.. Why you call them parents.. Is because they created you.. They gave you life.. But.. does it mean that.. They can control your life? Does it mean that we have to obey whatever they demand? Does it mean that they have every right to decide for us?

Parents.. Are they always right? Whatever they say is always making sense? And whatever we say will never be right? Whenever we said something opposing their thoughts, we are against them? Or being rebellious? Or being rude for not respecting them?

*Parents:"I want you to...." Us:"No.. I don't want to.." Parents:"Shouldn't had gave birth to you.."
*Parents:"You cannot...." Us:"Why?" Parents:"No means no.. No why!"
*Parents:"Why you...." Us:"Because I...." Parents:"Don't give me these kind of bullshits!" [You asked us "WHY" right.]

Parents are always dominant over us.. But.. Do they ever think of how we feel and how we think.. Consider what we said instead of just rejecting it without second thought.. They always tell us.. It is not easy to be one's parents.. But it is not easy to be one's child too.!

I know some people out there are against my post.. But.. These are what we, as a child to someone feel.. I am the very one of them..

Traditional Dance for Co-Curriculum Day

Me, Vinser, Thomas, Say Joon, Kah Hao, Zu Wen, Yin Chuan, Kah Hee, Foo Hen and Alex Dance this "Fearless + Taiya" song for Co-Curriculum Day in SMKTS.. Only 2 photos below..


Starting Position.. Yeng-nyer!


Smooth Criminal!


Here is the link for the whole dance.. It is kinda blur.. Will update another clearer one soon.. =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JR3rofU2hdE

Kolam

The main thing is the pic.! So.. yea..

A Night in TARC

Suppose to go Genting with PJI-ans.. But.. due to my "A Night" in TARC which I already PAID RM40!).. I have no choice but to miss the JOY & FUN in Genting..
The event started quite lame.. One of the emcee was absolutely terrible.! I can't even catch a single word he said.! But another indian guy was FANTASTIC.. He HOST + BEATBOX when he was emcee-ing..




Dinner.. Hmmm.. Not too bad.. 6.5/10?!

Went back to the hall.. Performance.. Blah Blah Blah.. I was like.. OMG!!! Why am I here and not Genting.. I can't wait to go HOME!

To the end of the agenda.. They opened the dancefloor.. Started with ballroom dance.. slow & romantic song.. So.. I took Jolyn to the center.. And we danced.. LOL.. Keep dancing "square" and "square" only..

Me & Jolyn


Ok.. Jolyn went off with another guy as she promised that guy before hand.. So I was alone.. I spotted my ex-BIO teacher(Miss Junnie) was sitting there.. So lonely.. Do not know where i got the COURAGE.. I actually stepped up and invited her for a dance.. And she accepted.. Ok.. Again.. Just small steps.. Nothing much.. Was chatting when we were dancing.. After finish our dance.. I was like.. "Tonight.. WORTH IT!" LOL!

Me & Junnie



P/s: Junnie.. Nice dress!

RCC & CLD & Post-Mortem

I am not bothering about how successful was the programme/event.. I hereby just to tell everyone.. Teamwork is everything in a committee.. Working as a team.. Understand each other.. Assist each other.. Respect each other.. Be responsible for your own responsibilities.. And not forgetting the most not concerned task.. Disciplining ourselves.! With no disciplines.. What is the point of having any event when you can't even control yourself for being dominant, stubborn, childish and etc..

ANYWAY! Had a nice day with all of you guys.! Ying Ying.. Linda.. Pui yin.. Edwin.. Rui Wei.. Just.. Eric.. Cheng Ze.. and last but not least.. Min Min.. =)



Ying Ying & Me..



All Committees in TASTY POT!



Me with TIGER, Eric with "UNKNOWN ALCOHOL" and Pui Yin with TIGER.

Current FORM 6 Life

Other than "FATTY", "Fhan Tong", "Rice Bucket"... I got my new NICKNAME.. From the entire LOWER FORM 6! "Master of CamWhore" and also.. "No.1 Poser".. Master was nice.. but not CAMWHORE.. sae to No.1 and POSER.. wtv it is.. these were what i have been doing in my FORM 6 CLASS!

CamWhoring / Photo / Posing / Modeling Session!