Unexplainable stress!

Family.. aiks.. don't want to talk abt it d..
studies.. have not been studying for a month! Lazy shit wey!
R'ships.. I really have no idea.. should i go for it? or should i let you make the move? am i pushing too hard? or its just i am thinking too much.. things have changed after that prank messages.. i wish that i wasn't there to reply those messages so nothing would happen!!! !TR@G!)!&!!!!

"I am sorry, mum.."

Am i a bad son? Bad tempered? Too rebellious? Wrong tone all the time?

Or just that my mum couldn't understand my words.. My expression.. Misunderstanding whatever I was trying to say..

I've been trying so hard to be a good child.. I hope you really know that.. Feel that.. That moment.. When tears were flooding your eyes.. Hitting me with disappointment.. Arms and face.. I didn't even evade any of them.. Because I am really sorry for raising my voice.. My tone.. But i really don't mean it..

Like my previous posts.. I've been saying.. You don't understand me.. You think that just because you are mother.. And we as children, have no right to speak out.. Everytime I voice out.. You will definitely think that I'm against you.. You said that my facial expression was like a sword piercing through your heart.. But.. I really don't remember me trying to make any impacts with my facial expression.. Sorry if I really expressed myself wrongly..

This is the first time.. I was there.. Letting you hit me how hard you want.. Because i know.. I am sorry..

I'm deeply disappointed with myself.. Hate myself..

Wasted my holidays..

Why am i still sitting in front of my comp!!!
I wanna study!!! I tell myself every night before i sleep.. "Tomorrow have to study d la.. no more time liao.."
And yet. I'm not doing it.. I rather sit there.. stone for 2 hours.. then holding a book and start reading.! =(
Save me from my LAZINESS!!! argh!

Malaysian worker!

Usually, my friend will send me home.. but because today he has some other occasion.. so i have to walk home.. i walk from my school to LRT(Tmn Bahagia).. There were no counter service!!! no cashier! So i had to buy tickets via Ticket Machine.. I do not have small change.. only 1 piece of RM 50 note!

so i went to 1 Putra LRT crew.. *holding my RM 50 note*
I asked him y no cashier.. he ignored me..
I asked how do i buy ticket then.. He shook his head at the ticket machine signaling.. "there la"..
Then i say.. "I cuma ade ini.. macam mana nak beli? tak ade duit kecil la.."..
then he showed me the "TOO BAD LA" face to me..
WTF!!!
Come on man.. i m the customer! Is it because i was in school uniform.. so he do that to me.!!
I stared at him very angrily.. he was kinda terrified to see a high school student staring at him liddat i guess.. But he is still not doing anything..
I wanted to go up and ask him..
"ape nama u ya? i nak complain u punya attitude!"
but.. later all the ppl around thinks that im some SAMSENG! so.. yea..

Besides that.. i even explained to other customers that the counter is closed.. they supposed to buy from the ticket machine.. that guy just sit at the other side.. "checking" for season pass *with that F**KING SLEEPY FACE!!*..

Come on la.. PUTRA!!! Choose your worker wisely! They are gonna face people around the city.. around the world!!! tourist!!!

*Thanks Putra! YOU MADE MY DAY!*

GOOD LUCK SPM CANDIDATES!!!

After several weeks.. I'm back with my 1st post of the month!!!

ok.. Good luck to all the SPM candidates.. i will need 3 days to list down all my friendly circle's candidates..
But.. KAR YAN! Good Luck again! lol! =P *inside story*

I've been through this exam.. thinking back.. OMG!!! NERVOUS!!! ALMOST BROKE INTO TEARS!!! SHIVERING WHEN I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER!!!

After all.. Its just an examination.. nothing much..
Rich ppl.. Dont be scared of this exam.. cant do well? spend more money and u still can go college!
Not so rich ppl.. Try to score the best u can.. Good results.. SCHOLARSHIP!!! bad result.. Government's STPM is always there for u.. less than RM 500 for one and a half years study with books! Moreover, your cert is recognised WORLDWIDE!!!

As conclusion.. Don't stress!!! Try your best.. And hope for the best.. =D

Wow! Michael Jackson Medley.. =)

Oh My God.! This is awesome! =)

STUDY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORK!

OMG!!! I've been asking myself to study.. study.. study.. but everyday i come home.. on laptop.. start playing games.. go online.. then tired.. go sleep.. wake up.. watch tv.. online.. then sleep.. =( SOBS!!!

why cant i just throw my ass on the chair and start studying!!!!!!

ARGH!!!

Once known.. Last forever..

Name: Nursyahaneez A Jamil
Height: 160-165 cm
Weight: 50+ kg =P
Birthday: 8 November 1991
Race: Malay
Age: 18 (2009)
Relationship: Sayang
Hobby: Taking picture




Me & Her
Duration of knowing: 4 months
Place: SMK Taman SEA
Reason: Form 6
First interaction: Same group to sing patriotic songs




Favourite
Drink: Sirap?
Food: Jm Bariani agaknya
Friend: Danavee
Sayang: LIM CHONG SHENG!!! (Keep your hands off my girl!)
Word: BaBoI!
Song: er.. er.. Should be malay song.. =P
Movie: er.. dono la.! But definitely not WHERE GOT GHOST!




I post this for her is because..
-She's going to study MEDICINE in RUSSIA!
-She's leaving TOMORROW! 25/9 T.T
-Cause she's my closest malay friend for now.
-I bet she's hoping for this post! =P
-I will miss camwhoring with her.
-ALOT MORE.. Deep in my heart.. =(


Whatever it is..
"Good luck in your studies.. Russians aren't as hot as malaysians.. They just have blonde hair.. More charming and bigger eyes.. Sharper nose.. Nicer body-built.. Taller.. That's all.. They have everything that i don't.. In other words, they don't have everything that I have! So u can't find any replacement for me there.. So.. Please do remember me.. =)"

No one is always right!

As the saying goes.. NOBODY IS PERFECT.. Thus.. NOBODY is always right!

Teacher can teach us wrong stuffs.. And students are the one correcting them by the end of the day..

Star player may perform way below par in any match.. And the underdogs are the one making greater impact.!

Older ones.. YES! they may have more experience than us.. But they do make wrong decisions and lead the younger ones to the wrong path..

So.. Who is a mother or a father to say that "Whatever you do is always wrong!"
They will come out with 1001 reasons to tell us that we are doing something wrong.. But we cant even use a reason to tell them we are doing it right! Because to them.. Whatever we say.. is definitely.. "EXCUSES"!
They will tell you.. "You are so selfish! Always think for yourself!".. Come on MUM & DAD.. You do not think for us.. And if we do not think for ourselves too.. Then.. We are worse than the COW DUNK in the paddy field!

We are in a democratic country.. 21st century.. there is no such thing as always right.. always obeying the older ones.. NO fighting for own right.. BLAH BLAH BLAH! Think wisely.. you want an easy life.. so do we.!

Why cant we just compromise each other.. Each of us just have to back off one little step.. And we will have less INDOOR fireworks..

Portraying myself without embarrassment

People at my age.. Mostly went to college.. Taylors.. Inti.. Sunway.. Help.. Tar.. blah blah blah.. Which I am not.. I m doing STPM in my previous school.. SMK Taman SEA.. I used to think.. F6 is only for poor students.. And now.. i realised it isn't like that.. People also said that doing STPM is only because i wanna further my studies in LOCAL.. which i m not too.! Singapore is my DESTINATION! whatever it is.. I m here to tell everyone..

STOP TEASING FORM 6-ERS..

Someone told me.. "Come on la.. you cant even afford your own studies.. what some more can u do.."
Another senior.. "You are not part of Malaysian University College Association!"
Next.. "You are still in SEKOLAH MENENGAH! Not COLLEGE even though u are doing PRE-U.."
They even said.. "STPM is for losers wey!"

Whatever u guys say.. I'll just take it with a smile.. doesn't mean that i agree.. I just cant see the point of arguing..

1stly, "Don't speak or say anything IF you are not the one paying for your own education.!"
2ndly, "Form 6 is perfectly fine.. I love it.. At least i m not with SOME PEOPLE who only knows about spending their parent's money and fail their papers!"
3rdly, "What's so great about COLLEGE! Don't speak if you do not know how FORM 6's life is.!" [ASSUME is just making AN ASS BETWEEN U & ME!]

As a nutshell, I hereby portray myself as a FORM-6 student which is taking the 2nd HARDEST paper in the world comparing to whatever YOU are doing now without any shame!


P/s.. Not specially dedicated to anyone.. Just a post about what everyone thinks about FORM 6.

Wife VS Girlfriends

Wife is like TV while Girlfriends are like Handphones.
Only watch TV at home.. But bring HP all over the places you go..
Financial crisis.. sell TV.. Got a lot extra funds.. change HP..
TV price remains at certain boundaries.. But HP price depreciate damn fast..
TV.. once paid.. free for entire life.. HP.. no money no line.. no line.. no service..
TV is always big.. old.. stucked there for years.. HP.. stylish.. slim.. attractive..
Control TV through no-contact communication.. REMOTE.. HP.. Must touch.. Must press..
TV only few functions.. HP.. A LOT FUNCTIONS!

Lastly..
TV no VIRUS.. but HP got VIRUS if u simply "CONNECT"..

So difficult..

I just find myself.... Too difficult to be motivated. Too difficult to concentrate on my studies.. Too lazy to think any points for my essays.. Too lazy to hold any stationeries.. Too tired to read any words on any paper.. Too tired to tell myself that i am in DEEPSHIT now..

And lastly, too dead to describe how "hopeless" & "useless" i am for the entire holiday.. =(

Parents are always right?

Parents.. Why you call them parents.. Is because they created you.. They gave you life.. But.. does it mean that.. They can control your life? Does it mean that we have to obey whatever they demand? Does it mean that they have every right to decide for us?

Parents.. Are they always right? Whatever they say is always making sense? And whatever we say will never be right? Whenever we said something opposing their thoughts, we are against them? Or being rebellious? Or being rude for not respecting them?

*Parents:"I want you to...." Us:"No.. I don't want to.." Parents:"Shouldn't had gave birth to you.."
*Parents:"You cannot...." Us:"Why?" Parents:"No means no.. No why!"
*Parents:"Why you...." Us:"Because I...." Parents:"Don't give me these kind of bullshits!" [You asked us "WHY" right.]

Parents are always dominant over us.. But.. Do they ever think of how we feel and how we think.. Consider what we said instead of just rejecting it without second thought.. They always tell us.. It is not easy to be one's parents.. But it is not easy to be one's child too.!

I know some people out there are against my post.. But.. These are what we, as a child to someone feel.. I am the very one of them..

Traditional Dance for Co-Curriculum Day

Me, Vinser, Thomas, Say Joon, Kah Hao, Zu Wen, Yin Chuan, Kah Hee, Foo Hen and Alex Dance this "Fearless + Taiya" song for Co-Curriculum Day in SMKTS.. Only 2 photos below..


Starting Position.. Yeng-nyer!


Smooth Criminal!


Here is the link for the whole dance.. It is kinda blur.. Will update another clearer one soon.. =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JR3rofU2hdE

Kolam

The main thing is the pic.! So.. yea..

A Night in TARC

Suppose to go Genting with PJI-ans.. But.. due to my "A Night" in TARC which I already PAID RM40!).. I have no choice but to miss the JOY & FUN in Genting..
The event started quite lame.. One of the emcee was absolutely terrible.! I can't even catch a single word he said.! But another indian guy was FANTASTIC.. He HOST + BEATBOX when he was emcee-ing..




Dinner.. Hmmm.. Not too bad.. 6.5/10?!

Went back to the hall.. Performance.. Blah Blah Blah.. I was like.. OMG!!! Why am I here and not Genting.. I can't wait to go HOME!

To the end of the agenda.. They opened the dancefloor.. Started with ballroom dance.. slow & romantic song.. So.. I took Jolyn to the center.. And we danced.. LOL.. Keep dancing "square" and "square" only..

Me & Jolyn


Ok.. Jolyn went off with another guy as she promised that guy before hand.. So I was alone.. I spotted my ex-BIO teacher(Miss Junnie) was sitting there.. So lonely.. Do not know where i got the COURAGE.. I actually stepped up and invited her for a dance.. And she accepted.. Ok.. Again.. Just small steps.. Nothing much.. Was chatting when we were dancing.. After finish our dance.. I was like.. "Tonight.. WORTH IT!" LOL!

Me & Junnie



P/s: Junnie.. Nice dress!

RCC & CLD & Post-Mortem

I am not bothering about how successful was the programme/event.. I hereby just to tell everyone.. Teamwork is everything in a committee.. Working as a team.. Understand each other.. Assist each other.. Respect each other.. Be responsible for your own responsibilities.. And not forgetting the most not concerned task.. Disciplining ourselves.! With no disciplines.. What is the point of having any event when you can't even control yourself for being dominant, stubborn, childish and etc..

ANYWAY! Had a nice day with all of you guys.! Ying Ying.. Linda.. Pui yin.. Edwin.. Rui Wei.. Just.. Eric.. Cheng Ze.. and last but not least.. Min Min.. =)



Ying Ying & Me..



All Committees in TASTY POT!



Me with TIGER, Eric with "UNKNOWN ALCOHOL" and Pui Yin with TIGER.

Current FORM 6 Life

Other than "FATTY", "Fhan Tong", "Rice Bucket"... I got my new NICKNAME.. From the entire LOWER FORM 6! "Master of CamWhore" and also.. "No.1 Poser".. Master was nice.. but not CAMWHORE.. sae to No.1 and POSER.. wtv it is.. these were what i have been doing in my FORM 6 CLASS!

CamWhoring / Photo / Posing / Modeling Session!

The colonoscopy

All the organs of the body were having a meeting,
Trying to decide who was the one in charge.

'I should be in charge,' said the brain,
'Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen.'


'I should be in charge,' said the blood ,
'because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away .'



'I should be in charge,' said the stomach ,
'because I process food and give all of you energy.'



'I should be in charge,' said the legs,
'because I carry the body wherever it needs to go.'


'I should be in charge,' said the eyes,
'Because I allow the body to see where it goes.'


'I should be in charge,' said the rectum,
'Because I'm responsible for waste removal.'


All the other body parts laughed at the rectum
And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight.
Within a few days,
The brain had a terrible headache,
The stomach was bloated,
The legs got wobbly,
The eyes got watery,
And the blood was toxic.
They all decided that the rectum should be the boss.

The Moral of the story?
The "ASS HOLE" is usually the one in charge!

The great values of trees and forests

Trees are of great value is importance to our environment. They do enrich our life in various ways. We cannot exist as we do if they there are no trees. A mature leafy tree produces as much oxygen in a season as 10 people inhale in a year.

Besides, trees can reduce pollution. Trees can muffle and abate urban noise such as airports and free way almost as effectively as stone walls. The term phytoremediation is a fancy word for the absorption of dangerous chemicals and other pollutants that have entered the soil. Trees filter sewage and farm chemicals, reduce the effects of animal wastes, clean roadside spills and clean water runoff into streams.

Trees can be used to beautify the surroundings. Studies have shown that parts of cities without cooling shade from trees can literally be "heat islands" with temperatures as much as 12 degrees Fahrenheit higher than surrounding areas. Other than that, real estate values increase when trees beautify a property or neighbourhood. Trees can increase the property value of our home by 15% or more.

Trees fight soil erosion, conserve rainwater and reduce water runoff and sediment deposit after storms. Erosion control has always started with tree and grass planting projects. Tree roots bind the soil and their leaves break the force of wind and rain on soil. For example, flash flooding can be dramatically reduced by a forest or by planting trees. One Colorado blue spruce, either planted or growing wild, can intercept more than 1000 gallons of water annually when fully grown. Underground water-holding aquifers are recharged with this slowing down of water runoff.

Lastly, many people do not realise that forests are actually acting as giant filters that clean the air that we breathe in. Trees also help cleanse the air by intercepting airborne particles, reducing heat, and absorbing such pollutants as carbon monoxide, sulphur dioxide, and nitrogen dioxide.

In a nutshell, trees and forests play very important role in our daily life. Without them, no one dares to imagine how miserable our life will be. So, please do save the trees and the forests for a better tomorrow.

to eric..

i dono wat happened.. ppl say u moody.. tok 2 u.. u oso no reply.. but wtv it is.! cheer up la.! lets go williams 2gether.! then.. triple h!!! cheese naan.!!! ribena longan!!! wtv la.. eating can make a person less stressful ma.. =)

Real World

Today.. i went back to school at 10 o'clock.. just because that Pn. Tang told us.. practical test cannot be skipped no matter what reason it is.. so.. of course.. i do not want to get 0 4 my practical test.. so i went with hair dryer, maslin cloth and so on.. when i reach the school.. everyone was looking at me with a kind of look.. my attire was.. a mask + 1 t-shirt + 2 jacket + 1 Taekwondo Pants + white shoes..

the prefects were like.. "eh.. look at chong sheng!!" none of them actually came close to me..

then chris suddenly pop out! "CHONG SHENG! have u finish ur report(Prefect Install)?!"

Pn Yip saw me.. "waa.. what happen 2 u ha?? influenza a a?! got flu?! cough?!" i answered "a bit lo".. she straight away said.. " go go.! go away.." so i went off..

i went up.. saw angela.. she pass by me.. "what happened to u?!" n walk off..

SAW PN. TANG! "what happened to u.. dont come near me! i cant afford 2 get sick!" i replied.. "i came 4 practical.." "no no.! the whole class went 4 trip ald.. u better go home now.. any transport?! take my phone.." *pass me the phone.. abt 6 foot apart..*

aiks.. i understand.. coz im consider as patient.. but.. no more friends meh.. sobs.. i really cant imagine if i really have dengue or H1N1.. dono where will my friends go.. =(

Dengue? or Infuenza A? or im just being paranoid?

Symptoms of Dengue Fever:

- High fever - up to 105 degrees Fahrenheit (38+ celcius)
- Severe headache(yes.. head shaking!)
- Retro-orbital pain - pain behind the eye (i had that feeling..)
- Severe joint pains(Absolutely.!)
- Muscle pains(YES!!!)
- Muscle aches(bodyache KAO KAO!)
- Swollen lymph nodes(er.. sry.. dono how 2 see..)
- General weakness(got really weak.. cant even walk properly)
- Nausea(yea.. a bit)
- Vomiting(twice in 3 days!)
- Rash (not yet)

OH MY GOD! i am so damn close to dengue!!! sobs.!


Symptoms of Infuenza A:

weakness (yes!)
fatigue (obviously!)
muscle aches (YESH!!!)
headaches (yea.. very bad ones!)
fever (101 to 102 degrees) (38+ celcius)
sneezing (a bit la)
runny nose (a bit too)

ok.. now.. am i having any of these illness/disease?! argh! damn san fu la now.!!! =(

Spirits of Stage Performers

a person who goes up the stage to perform.. really needs lotsa courage.. as long as u put in effort.. u work hard 4 it.. and perform it sincerely.. the audience will feel it.. and they wont boo u 4 any mistakes.. every performers.. behind the stage.. before the performance.. they had their hard time.. these hurdles aren't easy to get through.. but.. 2 the audience.. their hardtimes are not into their consideration.. besides.. 2 the audience.. they wont feel pity at all.. 4 every sweat u dropped.. so.. audience.. please do clap 4 every performance.. after every hard times.. what they wanna hear.. is just.. APPLAUSE.. don't be stingy.. every clap can give them courage and also push them 2 another level..

to the performers: as long as you are sincere.. your effort can be seen by us.! don't give up people! LETS WORK HARDER!!! =)

10th Petaling Jaya Integrity Installation

10th Leo Club Of Petaling Jaya Integrity Installation
Theme: Comminando Milleni (Walking Miles)
Date : 11th July 2009
Time : 2p.m. to 5p.m.
Venue: SRK (C) Yuk Chai
Price: RM 10
Attire: Club Uniform Compulsory
Highlights of this event: USJ 13 [Degels] dancing , CHS Diabolo Performance , Regional Leo Idol Champion [Christopher Saw] singing , 2 BOD of PJI performance and so on..

Come and join me and my fellow Leos and enjoy every moment in the YUK CHAI GRAND AUDITORIUM! Call me for tickets if you want.. 017-2422567 [Chong Sheng]

Lose & Gain

When you lose something, you have to win some other things. so. yea. i would like to take back my words for "NOT FEELING EXCITED WHEN I HEARD I PASS MY PREFECT INTERVIEW". at least, i still have something in my hands. with no doubt. i'm gonna commit to the prefectorial board. and of course my other clubs.

even though i lost. but. aiks. kinda expected. this is life. ups and downs. happy and upset. surprises and disappointments.

lastly. CONGRATS TO VINSER. i didn't bother to congratulate him. why? we are so close that we never congratulate anyone since we were born! hopefully that you can do a good job it. and. I AM PROUD THAT MY BROTHER,VINSER CAN SPEAK ENGLISH ALREADY!!! =P

Eternity

What is the definition of eternity?!
The last two minutes of a football match.

Ultimate Success

The sifu told his disciples there are TWO rules to ultimate success.

Rule number one : Never tell anyone everything you know.
Rule number two :

SUPPORT!!!

Sharing with strangers

We always see people sharing umbrella with strangers when it is raining heavily, we see people sharing stationery in exam halls even though they do not know each other, we see people sharing earphones when listening to music and so on...

Have you guys see people sharing socks?! It is worse when they do not know each other! Just now, i went to buy my leather shoes. Then i couldn't make the decision whether to buy the shoe anot cause it is just nice to fit my foot in without SOCKS! So i asked the promoter if they have any socks for me. That guy went to search around, came back to me empty-handed. Fine with me since i expected that. 2 minutes later, he came back to me with another promoter. He pointed at PROMOTER-2's socks and asked me "Want socks?!". Surprisingly, i said "Yea, sure!" with a HUGE SMILE on my face! OMG! That guy was a PAKISTANEE i think! LOL! After i came back, my dad asked me to wash with dettol! I told him "PAPA! He's pakistanee la! not pakistan BABI! No swine flu de!". It sounded damn LAME, but my whole family laughed for 3 minutes plus. I have no idea why!

Not related

Its not up to us to make decisions when we don't have the power. If a director wanna do a project, he has to go through the club because the club is gonna subsidize for that project. Same to me, if someone is treating me, I won't order whatever i want, but whatever that person says "yes". Make sense? Doesn't make decision doesn't mean that person has no leadership qualities. Take my words.!

Should we read & trust them?

If we don't read the newspaper, we are uninformed; if we do read the newspaper, we are misinformed.

Judgment & Justice

The only justice is to follow the sincere intuition of the soul, angry or gentle. Anger is just, and pity is just, but judgement is never just.

Different people have different PERCEPTION

The shepherd drives the wolf from the sheep's throat, for which the sheep thanks the shepherd as his liberator, while the wolf denounces him for the same act, as the destroyer of liberty. Plainly the sheep and the wolf are not agreed upon a definition of the word liberty; and precisely the same difference prevails today among human creatures.

I am who I am

To retain my self-respect, it is better to displease the people by doing what I know is right, than to temporarily please them by doing what I know is wrong.

Never judge a person if prejudice is there

Prejudices, it is well known, are most difficult to eradicate from the heart whose soil has never been loosened or fertilized by education; they grow there, firm as weeds among rocks.

Experience forms character

Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strenghtened, vision cleared, ambition inspired and success achieved.

Misjudge

Character is like a tree and reputation like a shadow. The shadow is what we think of; the tree is the real thing.

Don't ever try to betray a friend for what u want.!

i just feel that someone is talking bad about me these days.. and make something got worse from bad.. hopefully YOU still know the meaning of friendship and honesty.. don't make any stories behind my back.. and get me into deepshit so that u will be crowned as the "BEST GUY"! don't ever let me find out anything about it.. or i'll sentence you to death in ONE SHOT!

FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND, FAME ARE HARD TO RESIST. I CHOSE FRIENDS, WHAT ABOUT YOU?!

what a joke..

i skipped school 2day.! 4 my 1st ever DRIVING TEST! so kan cheong.. thinking whether will i 4get 2 raise my hand when i do the slope n parking.. bla bla bla.. so.. yea.. MY INSTRUCTOR is here.! i left my house.. my family members:"ALL THE BEST CS!".. ok.. fetching another guy from subang.. now i noe y he fetch me 2 hours b4 my test time.. now.. we're in the test place.! SUDDENLY.! "chong sheng a.! aiyo.! I see the time wrongly la.! late d.! next week la.!".. WTF!!! =.= WATTHE HELL MAN.! sobs.. i so kan cheong.. 2day some more my 1st day of CLASS n PREFECT DUTY.. and my ketua tingkatan post.! MAMAMIA! all gone.! my dad was so angry.. same 2 my mum.. coz they memang dun lyk my instructor.. dono y.. FaceProb gua.. sigh.. next week lo.!

currently.. DAMN PISSED OFF! >=(

VOTE FOR ME!!!

LOL.. i really dono wat 2 do 4 the campaign thingy.. need flyers.. OMG!!! hopefully all the form 6ers will visit my blog.. n vote 4 me la.! i'm currently running 4 the president post.. vote 4 me guys n girls.! =D

another nightmare

haiz.. 1st day for form 6.. so damn F**KING sien.!!! dono y.. felt that i made another wrong decision.. but.. yea.. i wont disappoint my dad de.! i can do it PAPA!!! i'll work hard.! b the TOP STUDENT next year.!!! =D

Journey ends here..

I've been in TARC for 5 months.. met alot of ppl.. a good FEMALE FREN! TOILET MATE! DANCING GROUP! CHOR DAI DI GROUP! BLUFF GROUP! "CLUBBING" MATES! LENG LUI DETECTOR!...
Screw it la.. start with...

My classmate..
Bi Xiang - My class-rep. LOAN SHARK.. always take money from us.. very scary in studying.!
Jia Ying - Came into out class late.. very shy.. but when we know each other.. #$@*#$^!
Pei Nee - shy girl.. but.. VIOLENT!!! i think spider killed her family.. she kills spiders more than eating rice!
Kirtana - always say i chldish.!!! hmph.! she noticed me singing "my heart will go on"!
Dashvani - Big mama.! keep laughing oni la.. very silly person.. i taught her 1 song.. wanna noe wat song? ask her 2 sing 2 u.!
Kah Yan - maths pro.! not really close.. but she did send me 2 my fren's car once.! =)
Yean Teng- weird voice.. take LRT 2gether.! always listen 2 my singing.! always ask me go shopping.. but i never do.. always hit my CHEST n dun let me hit hers back.! XD
Yuen Yein- she's lyk me KAH CHE! always bully me.. always say that i m "L".. which i still dun understand.. haiz......
ARU - i think she's MU fan.. she play CS.! very good in english.! fell down from the stairs.! XD
Bo Lin - the oldest in our class izit?! er.. always have toothache.! then.. she misses alot of classes too.! but.. still score quite high.! ISH!!! =D
Shang Yi - the smallest animal in our class.! she's the 1st person 2 QUIT a-level.!
Jolyn - the 1st girl i met.. had most convo with her.. we talk really alot.! but.. she joined another gang.. so i did.. so.. yea.. miss u alot.! we're "The Golden Couple"!
Andrew - tallest freak in our intake.! famous 4.. "ngai di", "laeeem!" n "tweeelite!".
Huan Jin - a s'wak fren.. spend money lyk water.. very slacky person.. my good fren.! we have same FAVOURITE LECTURER!!! LOL!
Dar Ren - This is the real spelling 4 his name.. always ACT CUTE! He always compete with me in academics..! haiz.. make me stress nia.. anyway.! we always do practical 2gether(not SEX edu!).! yea.. my "CLUBBING" mate!
Aron - his mum send me 2 WANGSA MAJU once.! we both have the same phone.!
Aaron - The volleyball n CHS fren.! he is the only 1 that always take LRT wit me.!
Samuel - this is my toilet mate.! he fetch me 2 LRT for 4 days.! n.. got close 2 him suddenly.. mayb TOILET get us 2gether.! LOL!
Clement - Mr. Protein.! this guy always skip class.. seldom c him.. keep singing.! juz lyk the PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!
Fazrul - Mr. MIA! always absent from class.. take LRT with me.. he's BIG PAPA!!

Now.. Lecturer.!
Ms. Andrea - 1st time i'm labelled as "LEE HOM".! she always put me n JOLYN 2gether.. she's the founder of "The Golden Couple".. and.! she said "WHAT THE F*CK" 2 me.! sobs..
Ms. Tam - lyk my sister too.! very cute WOMAN.. LOL! oni 24 yrs old?! or 23.. 4gotten.. congrats ms. tam.! u no more afraid of the crowds.!! and.. don't go home.!
Ms. Junie - her family name is JUNE.. so.. Ms. Junie June.. LOL! it does rhyme.. she does smile sometimes.. but.. she always against me.!! so sad.. n dun get ur hair red.!!
Ms. Chua - i m the only 1 2 score full marks 4 P&C!!! hehe.! thanks alot 4 teaching me.. now.. i maths pro d lo.! LOL!
Ms. Tan - she always say my attitude of studying is wrong.! haiz.. wat 2 do.. i'm a slacker ma.. haiz.. i'll work harder de la.! =D
Mr. Chik - Maths skills increases directly proportional to the size?! he's huge.! his mathematical brain is even larger.!!! 1 day.. i'll b lyk u.! muahahahaha.! not the size.. but.. only the skills.! LOL!
Mr. Low - He's a joker.! as long as he speaks.. it sounds or looks funny.! LOL.! a nice guy 2 chat with.. chem pro oso.. but.. he always dun ans my ques.. when i ask.. he ask me 2 do assignment.. make me afraid of asking d.. LOL!

ok.. now.. pictures.!!!!

My Applied Maths Lecturer.. Miss Chua..


Jolyn-Aaron-Ms Chua-Me-ShangYi


My Physics Lecturer.! The middle 1.! damn young right?! Like my daughter only.. LOL!


FUN TIME!

Clement-Darren-Me-Samuel


Gonna Jump! Darren(Faceless)-Huan Jin(retarded)-Me(PERFECT!!! LOL!)-Samuel(Idiotic)


aiks.! no head.. noob photographer.! LOL!


hey.! u all blocking la.! ARGH! pissed off.!


yeah.! me and samuel jump!!!


PERFECT KUNG-FU.! i damn gaya! but.. jin.. @#&^@$!!! spoil my pic.! XD

CLUB VIRGIN

yes.! last night.! 01 MAY 2009! i lost my VIRGINITY as a CLUB VIRGIN! woohoo.! went out with a bunch of my fren.. i downed 5 glasses of whisky+coke.. total.. 10+ cups of them.. was kinda blur inside.. smoky.. hotties?! nah.. AKUA?! yes.! definitely.! 3 girls dancing on the bar.. 2 of them have adams apple.!
anyway.. last nite was so boring.. aiks.. i'll go again 1 day.! rite?!?!

p/s. ITS REALLY HARD 2 STOP SMOKING.! (Proven) =D






nice shoes with nice lightings..

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nice shoes..


stay in jh's hse.!

lifeless life

nowadays.. so lifeless la.. study something thats not important.. doing something thats not important.. aiks.. sien..

给 我 一 个 吻

给我一个吻可以不可以
吻在我的脸上留个爱标记
给我一个吻可以不可以
吻在我的心上让我想念你
纵然瞪着你眼睛你不答应
我也要向你请求绝不灰心
纵然闭着你嘴唇你没回音
我也要向你恳求绝不伤心
给我一个吻可以不可以
飞吻也没关系我一样心感激
给我一个吻敷衍也可以
飞吻表示甜蜜我一样感谢你

纵然瞪着你眼睛你不答应
我也要向你请求绝不灰心
纵然闭着你嘴唇你没回音
我也要向你恳求绝不伤心
给我一个吻可以不可以
飞吻也没关系我一样心感激
给我一个吻敷衍也可以
飞吻表示甜蜜我一样感谢你

The Journey To "The Money River"

The Money River - SUNGAI WANG

all the while.. i was thinking.. SUNGAI WANG? "NO!! LALA place!!" n on saturday.. it proves me half RIGHT.! Sg. Wang.. is nth compare 2 ONE UTAMA! but.. damn alot ppl.. but mostly.. malays.. n CINA GIRLS(quite hot though)!

anyway.. back 2 the real topic.. me, wai yew n ruiwei went 2 Sg. Wang.. ruiwei said.. "go KL CENTRAL! then walk 2 MONORAIL for 5 min! then havta walk a distance.. then reach SW!" so i was lyk.. "WHAT IF RAIN?!?!" then ruiwei n waiyew responded.. "YEA HOR.. then wats ur plan?" i said.. "er.. my dad told me that we can walk 2 SW after reaching KLCC.. abt 10-15 min walk.. if rain.. TAKE CAB LA DONK! most 5 bucks nia ma.!" then ok lo.. we went 2 KLCC.. then suddenly.. "OH SHYT!!! PC FAIR.! &#$*(&#^#$&%!!!" we tried 2 get cab.. "bang.. sungai wang boleh?" he replied.. "JAM LA TAUKEH! DUA PULUH LA!!!" ok.. fine.. we decided 2 walk there.. walk in the rain.. sounds ROMANTIC?! but not.. if u're with 2 guys.! 1 with SUPER CASUAL ATTIRE.. n the other is ALWAYS COOL GUY!

wtv it is.! we actually reached a [place] below the MONOREL station.. but none of us noe how SG. WANG looks lyk.. so.. we went 2 the guard.. "bang.. mana sungai wang?" he replied.. "u kat sungai wang dah.! sini MEMANG sungai wang!".. er.. ZHA DOU!!!

anyway.. we reached there.. we follow the CHEER from the crowds.. n found the stage..! we heard the song.. "sumting sumting without u".. is it "here without u"?! sang by.. er.. 3 doors down i think?! CHRIS WAS GREAT.!!! i was glad 2 c him up there singing.! GOOD JOB CHRIS! after all the finalist sang.. i was lyk.. "CHRIS.. u trashed them KAO KAO..! u SURE WIN d la.!" how i noe.. the last 2 in my opinion were the TOP 2.! OMG!!! haiz.. chris.. TRY AGAIN NEXT YEAR.!! anyway.. FYI.. 3 UNKNOWN aunties came 2 me.. n said that.. they think that u're the best.. all of them say u'll win.. so yea.. CHRIS.. the judges just don't lyk people sing better than them.! LOL!!!!

is it really you?

what's with what u told me last year.. everything changed.. besides.. there's a huge MISUNDERSTANDING between us.. when none of us dare 2 speak out the truth.. i'll just say wtv i heard.. n i expect explanations.. but.. since u were 2 take everything.. fine with me.. its ur choice.. but at least.. HE is not a bad guy.. so.. yea.. u are able 2 put me aside n go with him in such a short period.. i believe i also can do it.. just the matter of time.. lets see how long it takes.. n u will noe.. i dun lyk a person 4 such a SHORT PERIOD.!

ERIC.!

aiks.. eric a.. i kena KAO KAO from my dad le..
u BLACK-LISTED liao.. sobs.. who ask u 2 ditch me alone there.. with no transport.. ARGH!!!!

GAMBATEH CHRIS!!!

aiks.. cant be ur STYLIST or ur MANAGER d..
but..
still.. JIA YOU a CHRIS.!
if u win..
i promise..
2moro's L4D on me.! ok?!
but dinner on u la.! =D

JIA YOU!

haiz...

wat the hell i shud do wey.!
sien..
study study study..
NO NERD LIFE.!
NO "LAN ZAI" LIFE.!
then.. how?!?! sobs.!
FEEDBACKS!!

OMG!!

NO MORE SCIENCE.! I HATE SCIENCE.! I AM BORED OF STUDYING.!
WTF!!!

acquaintanceship

It takes a minute to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them.

But then,

an entire life to forget them.

Life

Life is not a race, it is a journey.
Getting someplace first, before anyone else, has very little real and lasting meaning.
Seek instead to encourage others to come along, and we will find the journey much more fulfilling.
When we hurry through each moment, we miss out on the richness that could be ours.
Take the time to live, to experience where we are, rather than being so obsessed with getting to the next checkpoint.
When we stop demanding to have it all now, we'll discover that we have plenty already.
Learn to experience joy where we are, and we'll experience it in abundance.
YES, it can be wonderfully exhilarating when life is moving quickly.
But do not move so quickly that speed becomes our only experience, for there is so much more to enjoy.
The terrain of life is filled with wonderful and astounding detail.
Slow down and take in its richness.

dilemma

SPM.. 7A1s.. 1A2.. i thought that it's ok.. how i noe.. all the colleges.. minimum 8A1s..aiks..

in taylors.. 7A1s.. 1k nia.! might as well write.. free 4GB pendrive.!

in sunway.. 3k.. ok la..! but.. my father say.. no point spending so much oni 4 PRE-U!

in help.. according 2 sunway n taylors.. help's EDEXCEL.. is not recognised.!

in TAR.. ma de.! damn far la.! kenot tahan..

in Form 6.. 4As in STPM n 4As in A-levels will hav same offer of scholarship in tertiary education

apply ASEAN.. 1 sunway lecturer told me that her son almost committed suicide bcoz it was so tough studying in such a KIASU country.!

apply JPA.. haiz.. malay.. memang malay.. SEKURANG-KURANGNYA A2 DALAM SEJARAH,BM & MORAL.!


HOW!!! most probably FORM 6 d.! SEAPARKIANS.. please open your hands.. and welcome me back.!!! sobs..

dilemma.....

They can feel it.

I am so grateful to know that
as i focus on a person
and feel the feelings of love for them in my heart.
The love will reach them.

less than 1 day from SPM result..

OMG! i damn damn scared la.! 6 As is my prediction.. aiming 4 9As.. haiz.. please.. 8As would be enuf 2 please me.! sobs.. 2nite dun think that i can sleep la.. so.. yea.. gonna go play with friends till late night d i guess.. and the gang.. u noe la.. still got who.! the gangster-like "pimplish" muscular guy is the LATE-NIGHT-EVENT-ORGANIZER lo.! -VINSER CHAN KAH CHERN! haiz.. scary.. dowan 2 lose 2 ppl.. but.. i think i will.. haiz.. lets c 2moro ba.. ARGH.!

since you did it, then you have to take it..

after reading wen yuin's blog.. i realized something.. once we committed something.. whether is it offensive to anyone.. we have to take the responsibility.. and get ourselves prepared for any blames.. like my title.. since we did it.. we have to take it..
guys.. never say or do anything wrong.. any misunderstanding.. gonna lead to an unwanted ending.. think before saying it.. once it is out from your mouth.. the words gonna take less than a day to reach that person.. and everything is gone.. so.. think THRICE before u do anything..

SMKTS' motto.. AWAS-NILAI-BERTINDAK!
absolutely correct.! or.. undang?!?!

D-Define
A-Analyse
D-Decide
A-Act

PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS!!!

i passed my undang.!
50/50!!! wow.! i think this is the 1st time i beat ZHUO LI!! or.. he got 50 too?!?!
anyway.. happy.! but.. who cares.. i'm not applying scholarship with that..
i really hope that that's my SPM result.! =D

My Bro - Chew Chien Lung

long long time ago.. alot people say that both of us look alike.. weird.. anyway.. this post is 4 the absence of me during your 18th b'day.. so.. yea.. this post wont b as long as YC's.. but.. its sincere.! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! (1/3/2009)

can't imagine that we wre on the line at 12:30 till 1:30.. LOL! on you b'day some more.. but.. someone busy SMS-ing people lo.! ignore half of my sentence lo.!

anyway.. we met since we were very young.. i think.. 8 years old?? we have similar interest.. similar friends.. similar intelligent(last time).. when both of our maths TOP THE CLASS.. even though our other subj. weren't that good..!

anyway.. this is a long lost photo.. i found it after inverting my whole house..!


top left till right.. Chien Lung-Ivan Chai-Rui Wei-Nicholas Chew-Adrian Hon-Chien Seng(lung's bro) n the 1 standing in the middle is me.! (anyway.. this is a photo taken on ivan's bday party.! LOL!) *ignore the guy at [8 o'clock] don't know who..*

anyway.. again.. SORRY & HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!
LASTLY.! i think u feel the same as me.. regretted 4 not attending YC's farewell.. hope that he'll be successful.. and.. not getting new friends.. so that he'll miss us.!! LOL!

best regards,
bro, chong sheng..

My Closest Friend Ever

I have this friend.. same class with HIM for 6 consecutive years.. his name is.. TEE YONG CHING.. a nice man to be with..

start from:
standard 1- we were in 1C.. that time.. wasn't that close.. just classmates.. though we take pictures during our CHILDREN's DAY..



standard 2- 2M.. still friends.. but got closer.. had fun all the way.. not really into academics.. everyday.. POKEMON!


remember? we go almost every week..!!!

standard 3- 3U.. this is the time when his talent was used.! the 160++ cm big man(9years old).. n me.. with our classmates.. got 2nd(or was it 3rd).. he is in the school basketball team from then.! but me.. timid little guy.. still can't be seen by the coach..

standard 4- 4J.. this time.. both of us.. with lung n co.. was the champion of the interclass basketball comp.! that year.. we started to sing 2gether.. the song that i remember were.. "hao xin fen shou" n "huang hun"..

standard 5- 5Y.. time 2 study.! in YUK CHAI.. have 2 b kiasu a bit.. study all the way.. with our HUANG BAO ZHU LAO SHI(Miss Wong).. remember anot??

standard 6- 6Y.. UPSR lo.. normal.. study again.. n of coz.. we danced 2gether.. n.. our class.. AGAIN! was the champion of the dancing comp!! we went 4 vacation in penang n langkawi after our UPSR.. ching.. if u do remember? i worked in ur FATHER's company b4.! remember?! we attempted "****" website in the office.! LOL!


Miss Wong


Vacation to penang & langkawi










Secondary school
i was suppose to go BU4 with him.. but because it was a new school.. my parents didn't allow.. due to this factor.. we actually contact each other lesser.. until a day.. WE MET IN NET-EMPIRE(CC).! then we started to contact each other again..calling each other out 4 GAMING.! or basketball after KASTURI.. remember? we had our EMBARRASSING MOMENT in kasturi.. when we were both.. GAYING?! LOL!!

i dedicate this post to you.. because.. i feel so sorry.. when i find myself couldn't attend your farewell.. i wanted to visit you the next day.. but i wasn't free. how i noe.. u changed ur flight.. n went off on monday.. when u sms-ed me.. i feel as if i juz broke up with my gf.. seriously.. not 2 say gay.. but.. we're really close friends.! all the best to you, my bro.! if u do happen to read my blog.. please.. contact me.. my life couldn't be better without you..

best regards,
chong sheng..